today, i just heard the new from one of my client..her husband just pass away by a motorcycle accident..i couldn't handle it so i left work early...i am still wondering.What is our purpose in life? Why are we here? I don't know is there life after death? if there is i rather be there with you..i couldn't handle this anymore, missing you driving me crazy..Every day i try to move on but its so hard, The more i try the worst i got, I got so depress so emotional, i got so distracted by what i do..what can i do honey? so many though running in my mind, Maybe i should ended and i will see you, i'm still finding reason why did you ever leave? Why you? I'll keep trying until i get an answer, if there is really no answer, i'll be there with you honey.. just wait for me my love... I'm so thankful and so honor that in this life i got to know you. I couldn't ask for more...Thank you for loving me, and lets me loved you. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!